Today he only wants to drink
perchance to dream
but not to think
Today he picks the scab anew
to make it clean
like surgeons do
Today he shuns his injury
to feel it like
it used to be
Today he peels his memory back
sticks his fingers
in the black
Today he does away with words
what use of those
that never heard
Today he digs his pockets deep
to spend the hours
he cannot sleep
Today he sees his various self
where he left them
on the shelf
Today he dives into his pool
and knows himself
to be the fool
Today the day is all too much
he cannot stand
without his crutch
Tomorrow comes with wound and bruise
and more torment
he’ll never loose